10.What do you most dislike about your appearance? 11.Which living person do you most despise?

What do I most dislike about my appearance. My middle, I don't like the muffin spare tire of flab in the middle of my body, I don't like the extra weight I have been hanging onto as a crutch for my own emotional distress and lack of wanting to change it, as that would take work. I have done so much to work on the inner me, changed my view and perception of life and others, became more grounded in my faith, released friends and family who were toxic, embraced those who were not. Doing so alone has taken a lot of work, and work I was in dire need of. I noticed I was broken, years of a demanding one sided marriage, I let myself go. I am now ready to embark on changing the weight issue, I'm sure when it's off I'll know there is something else I won't like about my appearance, I hope not though. I put the priority of where it needed to be, my inner person, my core, my me who makes up who I really am. After all, that is what I find most attractive about myself, who I am, and I'm beautiful, despite my frumpy appearance. Doing double duty on this questions and probably will from now on.. the living person I most despise is my ex husband, Michael. He is a taker, and takes so much out of me, our children, and only gives if he's getting something in return. He's exhausting and just his presence makes my skin crawl. I have to work very hard to be a civil person to him, for the sake of our children. I am capable of being upfront, trustworthy, and honest with my children. He is not. I despise who he is, and all his agendas. I cannot wait for the day that I don't have to have anything to do with him. Just a little over 9 more years to go, then I can completely write him off. I've been counting down for several years already.. waiting is the hardest part.